I'm lost.....
How strange to fine someone or give them an invoice for having a relationship. Hiring detectives to spy on girls and clients? And to Ban or black list them? Can Pimps and agencies really control people from having relationships or falling in love? SP's control themselves and not allow themselves to do the same. I guess it's basic training. But it frightens me that you guys in the industry can separate yourselves from your own emotions or other's feelings. It really puts the dollar signs over affection, sex, and love. I guess the 3 don't mix anymore. One of the greatest feelings
I've ever had was putting my arms around someone that for some reason I cared about. Closing my eyes and just nothing in the world matters accept that moment and that feeling and the intensity. Now I feel like the connection was a lie. I see on alot websites that say Romance is one of the big turns also followed by a nice car, something expensive, or socially seen as high class. Everyone has a right to success, wealth, etc. But now I see this industry with different eyes. And I am so incredibly sad. What is romance now? I can't see anyone justifying that love would have anything to do with it anymore. So I guess it means a good time for a few hours which I see nothing wrong with. But a separation from the human heart which I have finally figured out that I have misunderstood all along. Fantasies are far from realities especially when controlled by a pimp. Are fantasies similar to dreams? I hear them in the same sentences quite often. I also hear hope and dreams in the same context many times too. I guess this industry will soon be able to sell that too someday.